And a Buttplug in a Pear Tree

Almost three months without writing? Oh dear, I am awful.

I suppose it's mostly that things have largely remained the same in my life. Not much to write about really, and maybe I've reached a stage in which I'm somewhat complacent because being little isn't really a new concept now.

Not that it's any less important to me! It's as much of a part of me as ever. If anything I am growing to see how what I guess could be called two halves of myself can be even more integrated than I might have thought.

Last week I went to see Daddy for Christmas. It felt like it had been forever since I'd been there, and in retrospect it had been a while. Every time I see him I fall more in love with him. When he puts his arms around me it's like, "Ah, yes, this is what was missing!"

We went to see The Voyage of the Dawn Treader with a few of his friends, and spent the night at the beach even though it was too cold to go swimming - or really even to walk on the beach! He tried to take some pictures of me out on the sand the first day we were there, and I look miserable in all of them because I'm freezing to death. XD But later on I got a warm bath and lots of time to be little. I know he already said it in his blog, but it bears repeating - it was so great not to have to worry about anyone hearing/walking in on us! We probably weirded out some maid with our strange trash, though. Smirnoff bottles and...diapers? And the packaging to a buttplug? Yes. XD I had never really taken anything anally and it hurt like the dickens but I am determined to keep at it because I know I will like it once I'm able to relax a bit more. This first time, though, it was impossible to stop my muscles from tensing.

We made a few videos, just silly things of us talking and me showing off various fun stuff (okay, Daddy did make one naughty one), but I don't know that they'll ever get posted anywhere because Daddy was tipsy in them and I am very paranoid about putting that sort of thing on the internet. Uh, not Daddy being tipsy, but me being in my little clothes and drinking from a sippy cup and such. And introducing the audience to our new buttplug. XD There is a photo of me posted on Daddy's blog, though. He really liked it so I decided it would be okay if he just put up a small one.

For the rest of my stay, we mostly did the same sorts of things we always do - wandered around town, watched movies, and cuddled, although we also watched the eclipse through a telescope and took a long walk through the woods! I wish we could have been together on Christmas day but of course we both have families to be with. The consensus was reached that someone needs to invent a teleportation device. Well, actually, we have been making this assertion for quite a while now.